Lifted or The Story Is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground

    Lifted or The Story is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground

    lifted 

    released 8.13.2002 by saddle creek

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    you will *

    well, you say that i treat you like a book on a shelf
    i don’t take you out that often cause i know that i’ve completed you
    and that’s why you are here
    that’s the reason you stay here
    how awful that must feel

    you said you’d be my dream, i could have you every night
    and if by morning i’d forgotten you
    well, no big deal, i’d be alright
    cause you’re the reoccurring kind
    you are the reoccurring kind
    you never really leave my mind

    are you the love of my lifetime? cause there’s been times i had my doubts
    we were just kids when i first kissed you in the attic of my parent’s house
    and i wish we were there now
    that took so long to figure out
    what this book has been about

    now i write when i’m away letters that you’ll never read
    you said go explore those other women, the geography of their bodies
    but there’s just one map you’ll need
    you’re a boomerang, you’ll see
    you will return to me

    you will, you will, you will
    cause if you don’t then this book’s all lies
    if you don’t then my plans would all be ruined
    if you don’t i’ll start drinking like the way i drank before
    and i just won’t have a future anymore

    lover i don’t have to love

    i picked you out of a crowd and talked to you
    said i liked your shoes
    you said thanks, can i follow you
    so it’s up the stairs and out of view, no prying eyes
    i poured some wine
    i asked your name, you asked the time

    now it’s 2 o’clock
    the club is closed, you’re up the block
    your hands on me pressing hard against your jeans
    your tongue in my mouth trying to keep the words from coming out
    you didn’t care to know who else may have been you before

    i want a lover i don’t have to love
    i want a girl who’s too sad to give a fuck
    where is the kid with the chemicals?
    i thought he said to meet me here but i’m not sure
    i got the money if you’ve got the time
    you said it feels good
    i said i’d give it a try

    then my mind when dark
    we both forgot where your car was parked
    let’s just take the train
    ill meet up with the band in the morning

    bad actors with bad habits
    some sad singers they just play tragic
    and the phone’s ringing and the band’s leaving
    let’s just keep touching, let’s just keep singing

    i want a lover i don’t have to love
    i want a boy who’s so drunk he doesn’t talk
    give us the kid with the chemicals
    i got a hunger and i can’t seem to get full
    i need some meaning i can memorize
    the kind i have always seems to slip my mind

    but you but you
    you write such pretty words
    but life’s no story book
    love’s an excuse to get hurt and to hurt
    do you like to hurt? i do, i do
    then hurt me
    then hurt me 

    bowl of oranges *
    don’t know when but a day’s gonna come
    nothing gets crossed out *
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    make war **
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    waste of paint *
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    from a balance beam
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    laura laurent *
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    let’s not shit ourselves (to love and to be loved)
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    the picture’s far too big to look at, kid
    your eyes won’t open wide enough
    and you’re constantly surrounded by the swirling stream of what is and what was
    well, we all make our predictions but the truth still isn’t out
    but if you want to see the future go stare into a cloud

    and keep trying to find your way out of that maze of memories
    it all sorta looks familiar until you get up close
    and then it’s different clearly
    but each time you turn a corner you’re right back where you were
    and your only hope is that forgetting might make a door appear

    is it your fear of being buried that makes you so afraid to speak?
    an avalanche of opinions like the one that fell that i’m now underneath
    it was my voice that moved the first rock
    and i would do it all again
    so i mean it’s cool if you keep quiet but i like singing

    so i’ll be holding my note
    and stomping and strumming and feeling so very lucky
    and there is nothing i know 
    except this lifetime’s one moment and wishing will just leave me empty

    so you can try and live in darkness
    but you will never shake the light
    no, it will greet you every morning 
    and it will make you more aware with its absence at night
    when you’re wrapped up in your blankets, baby
    that comfortable cocoon
    but i’ve seen the day of your awakening boy, and it’s coming soon

    so go ahead and lose yourself in liquor and you can praise the clouded mind
    but it isn’t what you’re thinking, no
    it’s the course of history your position in line
    you’re just a piece of the puzzle so i think you’d better find your place
    and don’t go blaming your knowledge on some fruit you ate

    because there’s been a great deal of discussion, yes
    about the properties of man
    animal or angel? you were carved from bone, but your heart it’s just sand
    and the wind is gonna scatter it and cover everything with love
    so if it makes you happy then keep kneeling mama but i’m standing up

    because this veil it has been lifted, yes
    my eyes are wet with clarity
    i’ve been a witness to such wonders
    i have searched for them all across this country
    but i think i’ll be returning now to the town where i was born
    and i understand you must keep moving friend, but i’m headed home

    yeah, i’m gonna follow the road
    and let the scenery sweeping by easily enter my body
    and i’ll send you all this message in code
    underground, over mountains, through forests and deserts and cities

    all across electric wire, it’s a baited line, yeah
    the hook’s in deep boys, there’s no more time
    so you can struggle in the water, be too stubborn to die
    or you can just let go and be lifted to the sky

    there’s no beginning to the story
    a bookshelf sinks into the sand
    and a language learned and forgot in turn is studied once again

    it’s a shocking bit of footage viewed from a shitty tv screen
    you can squint at it through snowy static to make out the meaning

    and keep on stretching the antennae hoping that it will come clear
    we need some reception, a higher message
    just tell us what to fear

    cause i don’t know what tomorrow brings
    it’s alive with such possibility 
    all i know is i feel better when i sing
    burdens are lifted from me
    that’s my voice rising

    so michael please keep the tape rolling
    boys keep strumming those guitars
    we need a record of our failures
    yes, we must document our love

    i have sat too long in my silence
    i have grown too old in my pain
    to shed the skin, be born again
    it starts with an ending

    so thank you friends for the time we’ve shared
    my love stays with you like sunlight and air
    and though i truly wish i could keep hanging around here
    my joy is covering me, soon i will disappear

    it’s not a movie, no private screening
    this method acting, well, i call that living, yeah
    it’s like a fountain, a door is opened
    we have a problem with no solution but to love and to be loved

    so i make peace with the fallen leaves
    i see their same fate in my own body
    but i won’t be frightened when i’m awoken from this dream
    and return to that which gave birth to me

    and the story goes
    and the story goes
    it goes on and on and on and on and on
    it’s going on and on and on and on
    and on

    on a string, on a string, on a string
    i was held
    the way i move, can you tell
    my actions are orchestrated from above

    so i swing and i sway
    wave my hand, kick my legs
    and it’s always right with the music 
    (till all that’s swaying starts to make you sick)

    for a song i was bought
    now i lie when i talk
    with a careful eye on the cue cards

    onto a stage i was pushed
    with my sorrow well rehearsed
    so give me all your pity and your money now, all of it
    (we used to think that sound was something pure)

    but if i could act like this was my real life and not some cage where i’ve been placed
    then i could tell you the truth like i used to and not be afraid of sounding fake
    now all anyone’s listening for are the mistakes

    in a house by myself i hear the ice start to melt
    and i watch the rooftops weep for the sunlight
    and i know what must change
    fuck my face, fuck my name
    they are brief and false advertisements

    for a soul i don’t have, something true i have lacked
    and spent my whole life trying to make up for
    but i found in a song and in the people i love
    they will lift me up out of darkness

    and now my door, it stands open
    i’m inviting everyone in
    we’re gonna laugh, we’re gonna drink until the morning comes
    that’s what we’re gonna do